The Story Behind The Magic
“How did I become a money medium and create Money Magic in people’s lives?
Accident. Necessity through accident . . .
. . . carefully designed by the Universe. You know how it works . . . that thing about life happening while you’re making other plans.
So no, this was not something I set out to do. This crept up on me for decades, perhaps lifetimes. And this lifetime, the stars aligned specifically for me to marry money dynamics with spiritual paradigms into what you see today as The Magic of Somatic Money.
I make it sound so simple, right? Well, in many respects, the fundamentals in The Magic of Somatic Money are simple. They are simple, direct and profound — and that’s from the many hours of distillation I’ve put into the alchemy of The Magic Of Somatic Money. Yet, traveling from the inception of this work to where I am today has been its own wild, circuitous ride.
If you’d like to hear the story, here it is.
The fortune of The Magic Of Somatic Money began from a place of deep misfortune. Deep trauma. Deep fear. It’s a place I hope never to have to trek again. Yet, this most unfortunate place birthed an experience and then concepts and then tools that are the gifts I’ve successfully financially used and so have many others.
It all began when I lost my son.
It was the spring of 2010 in Durango, Colorado and I was six month’s pregnant with my son. My husband rushed me to the hospital when a rapid and undiagnosed onset of severe pre-eclampsia, spiking my blood pressure at 250 over 175, creating seizures, threatened my life and our son’s life. After an emergency c-section, I was sustained on life support for 36 hours while the hospital team tried to resuscitate my son. His heart did not hold the precious beats of life and the Flight For Life from Denver, Colorado that had been called, and was en-route, was sent home.
When I miraculously returned to consciousness from my near-death, I found myself alive and facing my son’s funeral. Our chance at having our own family was gone.
In the wake of the shock, the numbness, the loss, I thought things could not get worse. But my life continued to unravel for the next eighteen months. By the Autumn of 2011, I was completely spiritually broken, physically broken, emotionally broken and financially broken. My spiritual coaching practice was limping along and I was barely making it.
I was literally rolling-dimes-for-gas broke.
That’s about when my close friend, Mary Alyce, invited me to stay at the hotel where she was attending a water yoga class at the Pagosa Springs, Colorado hot springs. It is a heaven of a place. She intuitively knew I was having difficulties, she just didn’t know how bad it was. Somehow, she knew to put the invitation out there for me. Honestly, I almost didn’t go, even though I said,”Yes.” During the drive from Durango, Colorado to Pagosa Springs, Colorado, I experienced a panic attack and nearly turned around. Something didn’t let me and I drove on.
I arrived at the hotel, slung my bag over my shoulder, retrieved a key from the front desk, and located the room. Even though Mary Alyce was at water yoga, her skill at creating spiritual space in a room was incredibly present. She’d turned the room from a regular hotel room into a spacious sanctuary with candles, tarot card decks, crystals, aromatherapy and figurines sprinkle through the room.
I felt myself relax for the first time in a very long time. I felt my entire body, my entire psyche surrender and I collapsed on one of the beds and cried and cried and cried. I had been fighting to stay alive and be okay ever since our loss. I had fought to be okay and keep it together in front of our entire spiritual community. I had fought to keep my spiritual business going for cash flow to contribute to our household income. I had fought to keep a good face so my husband wouldn’t worry about me. I had fought to recover enough, so that just months after the loss, I strapped on my backpack to prove I was healthy enough and alive: we trail climbed to eleven thousand feet above Silverton, Colorado in the Mary’s Lake Region in the mountains where we love to camp. I had been fighting because I was just so terrified — I was fighting and keeping the good fight going every single day.
That good fight really wasn’t working. Some part of me knew that and really knew it the moment I stepped into that hotel room, where I finally let my guard down and completely and totally surrendered.
Somewhere, in the quiet of the hotel room, after the surrender and after the storm of crying subsided, I felt a glow growing stronger at the side of my bed. Gradually, it became so strong, that I intuitively and psychically tuned in. What I did not know then, but I know now, is that I was at the threshold of a massive turning point in my life. That turning-point experience is what I now call my Spiritual Financial Intervention.
When I psychically tuned in to the glow at the side of my bed, I was astonished to find the Light Being who was materializing was Jesus. Given all of my contact with the spiritual realm in psychically and intuitively channeling for myself and clients, I’d never experienced a being coming through so strongly, so profoundly. He so filled the room with a deluge of light and love. This was beyond a regular walk-in-the-park psychic channel. This was effusively a full-body glowing-healing experience with the Divine Realm.
To this day, no matter how hard I try to “remember” specifically what Jesus and I conversed about during our time together, what our communing said, I cannot. My memory was wiped after the experience. But I do know that our “talk” lifted my spirits like they hadn’t been lifted in a very long time. I know that I was given a deep healing by Jesus — I literally felt him rearrange the energy and coding in my DNA and my cells. When he left and the glow dissipated and I returned to the hotel room fully present and intact and conscious, I felt more whole, more full, more calm and better than I had in a very very long time.
There I was. All by myself in that hotel room, wondering what had just happened and what I was going to do. I thought the main healing event was over. It was not.
That’s when I heard a voice tell me, “Call in your Spirit Money Guide now!” The sound resonated profoundly in the empty space after Jesus dissipated. It was such a surprising command, resonating from a dis-embodied male voice. Booming. Loud. Extraordinary in its surprising command.
I froze for a moment. First, I registered how clearly and loudly I heard this voice and wondered who was saying the words. My next reaction was nearly comical, asking, “I have a what?! A Spirit Money Guide?!” My last reaction was incredulous permission in that, “I’m allowed to do that?! To call him in?” I heard the voice again, respond with the same command: “Call in your Spirit Money Guide NOW!” So, I decided to follow the instructions — to call in my Spirit Money Guide.
I gathered myself on my bed in Lotus Position, placed my hands, palms upraised on my knees to receive, breathed several times and with all the will in my body, I boomed out the request of “I call in my Spirit Money Guide now!”
I waited and waited, and my Spirit Money Guide did not appear. No flicker. Not a speck.
This was baffling to me, because I was very used to having Spirit Realm appear when I called and asked for their presence. I knew the vibration of how Angels sweep in and how Elemental Realm laughingly tinkles around at your feet and how Ascended Masters drop into space with a BOOM. So, when my Spirit Money Guide did not appear, not only was I disappointed, I thought, “Wow, if I was instructed to call in my Spirit Money Guide and he didn’t appear, I must really be screwed. No wonder I’m having such a hard time with my money.” (I was barely scraping by on $1,800 a month). And I understood instantly why I’d had such a challenging time, especially financially. How could I do well with my money if I didn’t have support and guidance?
The question, though, when I boomed the call of my Spirit Money Guide, seemed to energetically trigger something else, something energetically deep. Something was blocking my Spirit Money Guide from showing up, and me asking for him triggered something to shift, to move.
That movement manifested into a swift and powerful energy vortex opening to my right side and before I knew it, I (the energy part of me) was sucked down the vortex into three consecutive, deeply shamanic journeys. I experienced a version of a shamanic financial Charles Dicken’s”Christmas Carol,” where I moved through some of my past, core, root lives. I was shown the horrific conditions under which I’d practiced my psychic, intuitive and healing gifts. There was torture. There was threat of death. There was little to no pay for voluminous work. There were hostage situations. I was shocked the root of my past lifetime money story yet . . .
I finally understood why I constantly felt like I was “in the fight of my life” and “practicing my gift under the threat of death” while running my conscious/spiritual business . . . because energetically, I was. Those codes and programs from those many lifetimes ago were still alive in the here and now in my body. In some respects, the more I practiced my gift professionally, the more I triggered those life-threatening, enslaved contracts.
Try as I might, had not been able to financially breakthrough in this lifetime because I was shackled to those contracts, energies, socio-economic slavery and torture of those past lifetimes. No wonder money left me in sheer panic with no breath. No wonder I felt completely unarmed and helpless when it came to money. No wonder I felt someone was going to kill me financially. No wonder the routine shock of frustration gave way to collapsing any sense of support I might feel, rolling into endless misery. Those contracts from those lifetimes were literally bleeding through into this one and I was living them, day in and day out.
I could see this paradigm so clearly and so repeatedly that something shifted in me. I saw the connection and I knew the abyss I felt myself drowning in was not just this lifetime. A weight shifted. When my Spirit Team asked me, “Do you want to change this?” I said, “Yes! Absolutely!” but still wondered if that was even possible because it all felt so entrenched in my body, my psyche – so real.
Gradually, Spirit World took me from one journey to another. I was shown the scenes, feeling like I was having an out-of-body experience, floating above a lifetime, witnessing. I was asked if I wanted to change the code, the story, from that lifetime in relationship between that time and this time. When I felt my body and psyche shift in the affirmative of “yes” for change, Spirit World showed me the energy steps for each lifetime. Each unique. Each dynamic. Each step intimately connected with the details of the lifetime and the code. I was gradually and deeply and intimately shown how to rewrite the contracts and agreements of those lifetimes.
After the third journey, a quiet settled in me and I was requested, again, by Spirit World, to hail my Spirit Money Guide. This time, instead of the request being met with silence and then a swirling jerk into another lifetime, the request ruffled the energies in the air around me in a new way. Wonderfully. Unfolding in magic, my Spirit Money Guide materialized in midair in front of me. So calm. So clear.
He arrived, showing himself to me as a middle-aged, accountant from the 1940’s, dressed in a complete three-piece tweed suit with vest, tie and round spectacles. He pulled a pocket watch from his breast pocket, revealing the chain across his front. There was also a sense of hand written ledgers and an abacus, hanging there in the air with him. Without a shadow of a doubt, I knew, for sure, this being was, and still is, my Spirit Money Guide. His first appearance to me was perfect. Calm. Grounded. Methodical. Kind. And gentle about the numbers and the money.
It was the first time in my life I did not feel intimidated by my money, my numbers. I felt like I was forgiven for any inadequacies I might have in relationship with finances, because, for the first, time, I had an ally. Someone who understood me before I had to understand my own money. What a relief.
From that day forward, this Spiritual Financial Intervention ignited my daily practice of communing with Spirit World, with my Spirit Money Guide about all things numbers, all things money in relationship with my life, my energy field and my body. What has gradually emerged is how deeply the experience and vibration of the numbers and money vibrate as a profound reflection in our lives.
While much of the world lives in a survivalist tug-of-war of either demonizing the object of money, yet still scrambling to need it OR deifying money in the journey to claim it, money, it turns out, is neither of these. Money and money relationship is so much more. Money relationship is one, deep, dynamic, incredibly reflective spiritual pool of our lives. When you can release the dualistic demonization and deification of money and arrive in the spiritually reflective pool of what money has to show us about ourselves, money, it turns out, is an incredible tool. A healing tool. A reflective tool giving us self-aware, self-adjustment information, self-healing vibration.
Since my Spiritual Financial Intervention that day in the Autumn of 2011, much has transpired. Although there is much more further detail to the story that I’ll be sharing in my program and eventual book, here are a few of the highlights:
- Since 2011, over a period of two years, I gradually moved from practicing my new found spiritual money tools in secret to sharing them with my clientele. What became apparent was that my experience had universal meaning and the tools I gleaned and used from the experience had and has benefit for others.
- Between 2011 and now I’ve experienced systematic financial breakthroughs including better business structure, increased income, increased clientele. I leaned into my spiritual money practices AND educated myself about running a conscious business. My income began to increase annually by $8,000 to $12,000 per year. All of these money tools that I gradually shared also began to give financial breakthroughs to my clients.
- In 2013, as my business grew and my spiritual money research developed, I officially relaunched my general spiritual coaching business as Money Magic, where I began directly providing spiritual money coaching for my clientele. This was a massive courageous leap of faith — that it could work, that I was supported and that the information would be accepted.
- Between 2013 and the summer of 2016, I madly and deeply researched this metaphysical money work with myself, Spirit World, my clients and colleagues. Hundreds of thousands of hours went into research, channeling, meditation, session time, consultation time and writing time on metaphysical money topics. During that time, my income continued to increase, my workload with clients nearly tripled from 2011 and the breakthroughs my clients experienced also increased. I kept breaking my own financial glass ceilings along with many of my clients (the one’s who took the work to heart) experienced 20% income jumps, debt reduction and benefit increases.
- During the summer of 2016, I relaunched the work as The Magic Of Somatic Money — the new and clear platform showing that money vibration resides in our bodies. The summer of 2016 also marks the writing and release of the full Somatic Money Program, the collection of compiled research into workshop form. It also marked the simultaneous dance I personally experienced with breaking a new financial glass ceiling which triggered my own next healing crisis that is currently completing in a culmination to a new platform:
- The unfolding of The Magic Of Somatic Money for 2017 and beyond is the new ground of LIVE Group Money Mediumship (group coaching the somatic money program), VIP Coaching and the completion of the written version of the program to release for publication to a broader audience.
Yes, this is profound work that is changing my life and other’s lives. Every single day I’m excited to learn what new leaf we get to unfold in the Money Magic realm. I love my job. I love the people I get to work with. And I love the changes I’m helping to create in this crazy world.
Doing this leading-edge money work with you is about breaking the old money paradigm and blowing fresh financial insight into a world sorely in need of a refreshing view point. It’s exhilarating, it’s inspiring and completely unanticipated.
Welcome to The Magic Of Somatic Money!